never comes easy for me
You were always one of my favorites. Not because you had the face of a cutie, not because you were so obedient, but because you gave me confidence.
Until last week, you were always the one I looked forward to handling. Just because you were so gentle when you were on my hand. You didn’t clamber on like Ringo, you didn’t grip so tightly like Jessie, you weren’t hyperactive like Peanut. You always waited, you never snapped, you were patient.
You had the soul of an angel. I would always disturb you guys while you guys were in the boxes. Bila would always react badly, Kaya would be afraid, Denon would act differently on his mood, but you always looked onto us like we were your guardians.
You were the first scarlet I ever handled. After Porsche and Patina bit so hard, I didn’t dare handle scarlets. You, however, were patient with me. Despite my amateurism, you taught me, and you gave me confidence.
There truly, will never be, another like you. You were beautiful.
I’ll miss you. That green tint on your head. Those beautiful eyes. The face you always made when we came around. The soft, gentle way you stepped onto my wrist. I’ll miss it all.
I wish I had more time with you. I wish I treated you better. I wish I wasn’t so rough when moving the cages. I wish I’d been more gentle with you. I wish I’d given you back, some of what you’d given me.
Goodbye Mindy, you truly, were one of a kind.
Whoever is behind the marketing and publicity of Days of Future Past is doing one hell of a job
and you are the drop of ink,
we change each other.
I find it amazing (and slightly foolish) how past me had so much faith in something that I could not see, could not feel, could not believe in